u know i had nightmare abt us breaking up consecutively for the past 2 nights.
u know i wasnt happy yesterday.
but when i expect comforting and encouraging words, sadly i din get it from u. i got it from a secondary school fren whom i'm not close to.
sadly, during the time when u could have offer those words, u're facing the com playing pc games.

i wonder what starting all over again means.

and i shall go bury my head in pillow and sleep it all away.

1 comment:

*Harris said...

angel,

i felt so sad reading your post, and the previous one especially. your friend here *points to self* has a severe inferioriy complex too, you know i told you before. yet at the end of the day, we have to try to understand that we can't love someone completely if we find it so hard to love ourselves that one bit too.

We learn from the past, and God perhaps had a lesson for us, to learn about respect, sensitivity and humility. Maybe that would make us even bigger persons in time to come, even if we may feel so small now.

Whatever the case, I'm always here for you, to listen to you as you have for me all the while.

*hugs!*